For me, being busy or rather productive, drives my life. Everyday I either go to work or school or both. My complaints my seem like I don't want to be doing either but surprisingly wihout the two main things that occupy my life I get somewhere I can't stand. I get to this place where I feel as if I'm not doing anything, not being productive, I'm doing something wrong. One day of rest can spark my nerves, my anxiety, or an overwhelming amount of tears.
I want to feel as I can do it all. I add on things to my to do list like time is infinite, leaving no room for sleep. I always make excuses saying I can still push on through the restlessness and the lack of this and that but I refuse to realize it gets to me until it breaks me down.
I need to learn to feed my productivity needs, manage my time healthier, and not let my productivity break me down.
For those who feed off a busy life and living tired, lets rest up.
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